Basically, I believe that some GOD, maybe the God of Christianity, is holding my OVERSOUL, or immortal soul, and torturing me for not being a good christian.
To certain people at the hospital, even christian themed hospitals, this would seem nutty as all hell.
The satanic influence in all of them, to call a biologist super-insane because he believes he has been fighting the christian God for 10+ years, is beyond bigoted or terrible.
I am so mad at Jehovah that I don't differentiate between Jehovah and Satan anymore. I 100% feel that they are the same thing. Jehovah is an abomination.
I have had a lot of time to think about this, but I believe my choices are as follows - these are the choices I've given myself.
- Die forever, totally, painlessly. Forever. No reincarnation, no resurrection. But by the same token, no filthy greedy profiting american will ever make money off of my enslaved soul.
- Succeed. Overcome the christian God, eat, fire, read, sin, and live forever angel God, and go to heaven.