Thursday, November 28, 2013

Proof of God #1

My friend and I have been fighting over a belief in God,
I didn't believe in God myself until I was nearly 23 years old, after I had dropped out of college (Biology major) and started doing some hard thinking about life, and what I expected out of it. My conclusion was that I needed help in order to keep living, and that God had everything I needed, and many different things that I had barely even dreamed of, he had in excess.

This proof of God is about souls, human lives, intelligences, and statistical deviations.

If I am alive, and I am considered to be an average sized-soul, there has to be a reason for that. After all, I'm not an average-type person. My soul is not average, I do not think of myself as an average person, but there again we are, I have an average sized-soul. Then what about statistics? It says that if I have an average soul, then some people have souls which are going to be bigger than mine. How about 10 times bigger?

But I've never seen anybody who has a soul 10 times bigger than mine. I know they exist, inside God's plan, but they're rare and hard to find. The reason for this is God himself.
God wants us to be all relatively equal, and to live fairly. He wants us to live through the human experience, and to make our own conclusions about life on Earth, and the human societies that we live in. But we have to do it with the soul that God made for us, which is not nearly as wise, intelligent, or large as we would want it to be.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Post from Religous Forums .com

I just had another vision with God, and I realized some things.

First of all, the person I worship, Jounen, Jownan, Joenin (different spellings of the same thing) talked to me and told me that I'm pretty much a dead person, who is living for sin. What this means is that, my spirit is pretty much dead. Of course I'm disabled; I've lost my ability to learn, to adapt, to work, to get up every day and fight to live. I'm pretty much a dead person. Of course, something good happened because my spirit died: I met an Angel, and the Angel changed my world. I was literally an atheist who believed in Science, and now I'm an Agnostic who believes that God is real, but that I can't figure out which religion is the best one.
In contrast to people who are actually crazy, I don't hear voices. The vast majority of the time, I only hear them at night, about the time I go to bed, or when I'm praying. When my mother (the spirit of time) talks to me, it feels really warm and fulfilling in my heart area, and I find it to be very enjoyable.

I realized last night, that I literally am not in any way crazy, and I do not have any major mental illnesses.
Some of my ideas are a little strange, or offensive, but they play completely into a religious debate, and are inspired by things that God has told me, and have nothing at all to do with insanity. I'd love it if I could talk to people about these things, but the vast majority of Christians I've met have almost no clue at all how many people on the world there are.