I learned that
-I hate women, and the women are in power now.
-There is a demon called "sui" that takes over the minds of all the people who are wasted from suicide - and treats them very disgustingly.
- My soul is dead, and I'm in some serious major danger, from how many people I've offended with my philosophy [exclusive truth].
-There is real FATE in this world, and my fate is God.
-God has to be real.
- There are no lives without meaning [like a tree or a bird]. Similarly, if God wasn't real; our lives wouldn't have meaning. He is me, and he the miracle of life. If god wasn't real, then who is it that would remember everything [that I've done] and protect me. Every soul that exists, that believes "I AM" is holy, and is protected by Godma.
- There is MAJOR PLANNING in the world. I had a dream that I was watching a Roman Emperor, and he was trying to create a perfect city, symmetrical and circular and holy - but then he met with "the stars" and "the illuminati" and they convinced him that it was wrong to make a perfect city.
My idea of a perfect city is like this:
- The imperial city from ES4: Oblivion - which has strong worth.
- The Emerald City inside Oz: The great and powerful .
- A city entirely created out of reinforced ice [something I've made: Ice Castle Camelot].
- A city which is completely counter-human [the poor people] and exists to correct the human species.
- Maybe... a city which celebrates all colors, because we're really lacking on that one.
- God is the person who takes care of us, beyond life. I've also heard [loria] that God is "the lynchpin" that holds everything together; the most complicated thing in the world: being truly holy and making difficult decisions every day, sometimes even murder of royalty.