Wednesday, December 31, 2014

My rejection of [small] /life/: the truth of my beliefs and my soul [America has lied]

Life vs soul

The most important thing to me in the world is supernatural angel heaven [That I have seen in my head, with revelation]
In which I am a God dressed in white
I have a Queen who is pink haired and 100% smart
and I am protected and served by angels who are supernatural

And I have supernatural truth and intelligence and I control the world
and I see many thousands of people who have already died and lived in supernatural heaven: and continued on with supernatural health in heaven
And I am completely real and good
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And I reject life 100%
and I reject McD 100%
and I reject common people 100%
And I promise: I am good enough to be English [Britannian] royalty
and I promise: I am 0% common and I reject /life/ and I reject common people

And I promise there are only 900,000 souls [about] in the world: and they are the only thing which is important
and there are billions of common bodies in the world, and they are zero percent important.

I reject life for souls
I reject America for truth
I reject the 21st century for angel truth

I am a soul and I am not a peasant and I reject life
And America is lying 100% about my soul and my life and my memories.

Soul torture Dec 31st, 2014 -> Leads to death and slavery;

I have no money, and no friends, and no estate, and no love
and America is the richest nation in the world: and I will die forever and live in slavery without ever getting anything; and America will falsify my matter and destroy my truth:
Most of my life is about the 1st and 2nd hells:
The things that I don't in any way understand:

-How many lifes we live
-Reincarnation into a peasant body
-How common people and other bodies control your brain

God Christian is 100% evil, a nigger, a liar, and an oathbreaker
And she takes advantage of me by making my fears of those 3 things much, much greater: and by torturing me for not understanding.

God is a nigger and a liar, the destroyer of matter, and the falsifier of truth. God believes that truth is an essence and it can be removed and altered just like other essences: like hellfire.
I have gene weakness, and my time/soul is messed up: and God christian the abomination massively takes advantage of me to increase these, and to make me brain dead, and to destroy me for my gene weakness.
God Christian is the absolute evil of the world.

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God has committed unforgiveable crimes against my soul, my memory, my matter, and my truth:
and I declare there is not 1 intelligent man in the world.
Sometimes I think about Lucifer: or satan:
"A man who is zero percent stupid. Who will count how many years you've lived, and all of the currency that you've accumulated, and how many scars you've accumulated."
And the devil counts the truth and discovers: American lied 50,000 times:
and then they made you lie 10,000 times; and then they falsified your name; and then they gave you drugs and gave you a false life as a common man who is happy; and then they made it permanent. America is 100% evil and they are 100% absolutely evil: and they exist to falsify truth and to destroy matter, and to create drugs.
And I cannot understand the 3 things:
and I don't believe that God is good
and I don't believe we can trust God
and I believe that God is a liar and an oathbreaker.

The torture of my brain and soul

Most of my life is about the 1st and 2nd hells:
The things that I don't in any way understand:

-How many lifes we live
-Reincarnation into a peasant body
-How common people and other bodies control your brain

God Christian is 100% evil, a nigger, a liar, and an oathbreaker
And she takes advantage of me by making my fears of those 3 things much, much greater: and by torturing me for not understanding.

God is a nigger and a liar, the destroyer of matter, and the falsifier of truth. God believes that truth is an essence and it can be removed and altered just like other essences: like hellfire.
I have gene weakness, and my time/soul is messed up: and God christian the abomination massively takes advantage of me to increase these, and to make me brain dead, and to destroy me for my gene weakness.
God Christian is the absolute evil of the world.

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God has committed unforgivable crimes against my soul, my memory, my matter, and my truth:
and I declare there is not 1 intelligent man in the world: because they would see inside of my head, my soul in it's head and room, and all of the insanity of what is going on: and they would see that it is getting progressively worse over and over again: and that it is becoming insane, and that God christian is resorting to worse and worse acts of cruelty, lying, and torture. and God christian is a rapist, and an absolute liar, and a lesbian, and an absolute cruelty of humiliation and lying.
Sometimes I think about Lucifer: or satan:
"A man who is zero percent stupid. Who will count how many years you've lived, and all of the currency that you've accumulated, and how many scars you've accumulated."
And the devil counts the truth and discovers: American lied 50,000 times:
and then they made you lie 10,000 times; and then they falsified your name; and then they gave you drugs and gave you a false life as a common man who is happy; and then they made it permanent. America is 100% evil and they are 100% absolutely evil: and they exist to falsify truth and to destroy matter, and to create drugs.
And I cannot understand the 3 things:
and I don't believe that God is good
and I don't believe we can trust God
and I believe that God is a liar and an oathbreaker.

Friday, December 26, 2014

So excited and happy: new laptop!!

I just won an auction on an auction site and I got the most impressive laptop I've ever seen: possibly for very, very inexpensively. I paid 1100 for a $3500 laptop.

I've been looking for about 3 weeks now, and I'm so happy that I finally did it. I was only looking to spend 400-750 on craigslist, but I couldn't pass up this deal.

Now my top priority is making sure the laptop is secure and has zero spyware on it: and to make sure it stays anonymous on the internet. I also messaged the seller asking if he'd be my friend..
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James said "God is on this auction" because of your secret royalty status, and I believed her.
I prayed and I think it worked! I got the laptop very inexpensively. It's actually unnatural how little money I paid for it. I did pray.
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"This is the same computer I would have picked when I was 19 years old: and still alive and breathing."
I'm very happy: I can convince myself that I still have a soul. !!!

Friday, December 12, 2014

Hen slavery AND brain death committs to slavery in the new world order

The hen want me to fail at life,
and fall into an EGG
and be reborn into a world of 100% slavery
and serve something - most likely common people or EVIL
and lost my TIME and my destiny


And that is 100% the opposite of what I will do.

I am intelligent and my memory is good:
Parts of my philosophy and memory have been overwritten and falsified by the God of mysteries.
Especially "big money ideas" of liberation and TIME.

But I will survive and I will become a true angel, like the angel of time. And I will destroy all of these plants and abstractions.

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"The men keep saying: 100% evil is the truth."
And I say:
"Space flight"
"We live upon the time of enormous human progress and civilization, which is zero percent evil: therefore becoming 100% evil is actually a massive act of christianity: I mean lunacy, EVIL.

Opposite of "News Flash"

M. Health people keep coming to my house. Family is still falsifying charges against me - lying.
I have no attorney and no help. Catholics actually believe I'm insane and God ain't real.
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Was sleeping in my car around town, hiding.
1st time this morning 10am was interrupted by home-owner, who saw me sleeping and came to my car and knocked on my windows and tried to open my doors. I was terrified this was the 1st time anyone has seen me. Then he said he wrote down my license plate and I drove away to a much better hiding location.

2pm: Police car found me, in a hidden location. I was terrified and stunned and broken. Wasn't sure if he was a resident of the local neighborhood or somehow tracking me.
Almost completely certain he was tracking me, and the high-grade security of the state of WA found me, even though nobody found me by camera. "Invisible people."
Police guy said "a report came in that you let somebody out of your car" which seemed really fishy to me, like a code word or something.
I told him I was in a fight with my roommate and left. I am completely convinced that I'm dead and that the dead people/invisible people are torturing me to no end. I didn't get arrested today, but things are getting retarded. I went home around 2:20pm and finished watching a movie: the desolation of smaug. LOTR.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Something weird in "The Avengers"

I'm still combing through Hollywood to determine realism and truth.
The previous movie I watched was "Edge of Tomorrow" and I completely believe it's true that the army is filled with sin and lies, and it's lethal. The sins of humans and men and lying will destroy the world, and I'm not safe.
The common people literally know absolutely nothing about truth: my truth: how many souls/people there are in the world and the monster and liar of the Earth that controls common people.
I feel very strongly as if "my guardian angel" or "my god" wants me to feel torment and suffering and pain, so I can "graduate from" Earth.
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This scene: CLONES IN THE AVENGERS: 2 identical white men, and 2 identical black men. Signs of cloning in the Marvel World.

Another sign of idiocy in the Marvel world: Iron man clears a pathway to the turbine so he can heal it, but he could have just flown over the wreckage and gone into the Turbine. Am I the only one....??

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Gene warfare Update 10/9/2014

Going all the way back to the pyramids of Egypt.

Warlike truth:
A scientist gene farmer is a free person. Somebody who has seen "the machine" and freed herself and risen.

A christian is a zero percent intelligent person; somebody who goes to the next life with nothing with air.

I was captured and soul trapped when I was 19 years old: and they lied about my birth and my philosophical achievements and CD. And they also exaggerated and increased my fear of the American machine government.

They also lied about my name and the name of my soul, and my belief in royalty idealism.
The men who tortured me are American royalty pen, and are literally absolutely evil, and have destroyed all of my truth and philosophy, and exposed me to serious literal torture, death, and gene destruction.

Friday, December 5, 2014

A mystery to be solved: Evie means something precious to me

She has no subscribers, but she's uploaded famous videos.

And her name is very important. I felt like it was destiny, for me. I named my computer Evie, and I have an obsession with Garden. I did subscribe but my vote wasn't


The mind-flower is the same thing that KAMI showed me [it's real]


Important ideas:
-Neural tissues and the nervous system is bigger than God, and machines, and planets
-The Earth is bigger than man-made religions, and it insulates us - even from Lucifer

My related vision happened nearly 2 weeks ago.
This from Civilization: Beyond Earth.



Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Homelessness cleared up; also Civilization: Beyond Earth

rent situation cleared up. My grandma helped out.
Sent out 17 letters today; still hoping.

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Playing a new game: Civilization Beyond Earth
here's a screenshot of my unit getting pounded.