Saturday, January 31, 2015

Another love: Microsoft Silverlight

I just installed it on Firefox, and it says the last update of it was May 14th, 2014 -- my birthday. That makes me very happy.

I also love Silverlight: it's heaven and truth. We are definitely silver.

Major conspiracy: yet again -I think it's good and bad

My contention:
-The God has mind controlled my grandmother
-The God has initiated this apartment sale so that I can live at this house.

Grandma says the apartment is down James St, and left on xxth st, and left on James Place
" You go down. James Street in you go left on xxth. And that's done West. James, court And last on west james place, give them a call and see if they have"

I've gotten into some trouble for believing I'm royalty, and loving Prince James of England -- this definitely, definitely is related.
But if God is manipulating me, that probably means I will go up.

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

God says:
don't die for sin, die for love. I think that's very good, except for the fact that I'm not actually born common - and the US is pretty much lying 100% about everything.
But the problem is: I don't know any sites or services designed to help me find love -- of soul people, and I don't have any ability with my spirit or my hand to find help. But the USA - a vastly evil nation with Adolf Hitlers, Deep Satans, True Deatheaters, and Obaminations inside of it: has tens of thousands of souls held hos

Friday, January 23, 2015

I lost the fight

There is now a second personality: at the top of my brain, controlling me and winning 100%.

It is of a man -- a dominant, scary, idiotic man who does not ever listen to me and is destroying my memories and destroying my brain.

At least 50 times in the past 2 days: he has literally tried to eat my soul, to eat my blood, to eat my muscle, to eat my fiber, to eat my true life.

I feel as if the God christian has been inside of me and has protected this man, and that I'm  doomed: because of too many people who hate me, and nobody who lives to protect me.

The situation is like Hell: The man is a robot [ he calls himself a gene] and he literally believes that he is me: he also believes that I was born a girl -- it's 4 times worse than that. He is inside of my soul, using my own muscles against me until I die -- he is very abusive and must have been designed.
He reminds me of a man  that I've seen in heaven or hell: a man that lives in heaven and has a strong personality: but never really loses at everything..


--To all my friends: I have lost my free will --I have lost my ability to escape my situation -- I am losing true life, memories, truth, and angel blood every day now, because this man is eating me. He is also incriminating me, and increasing my likelihood of losing my immortal soul and my kingdom in heaven, and reincarnating as a poor man or a girl.

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Requesting ASAP HELP FROM ANGELS: new soul and to be restored

I'm being attacked right now, in my room and in my bed
There is a peasant, and he lives inside of my mind and he can read all of my thoughts and emotions
He is eating my soul, and killing my soul, and torturing me
He is extremely torturous and malevolent, and is 100% evil

I feel very strongly that "all of the rules don't apply" and "all fairness doesn't apply"
and "God has betrayed me, for allowing me to feel this much pain." and "I'll never, ever recover from what he has done to me.

The peasant is very smart and he is manipulating me, and leading me, on the path of ruin and sin and destruction.
He is leading me away from truth, and away from heaven, and away from angels.
The peasant is just a stick, and he is militant and extremely forceful and insanely hateful. Nobody can see the war that is going on in my head, or what it really looks like for me.
He has something to do with a sports team - and he says that I betrayed a sports team, and America wants to kill me.

Nobody can see inside of me, to what I really look like.
The peasant lives inside of me, and can see my face and expressions, and lives inside of my life and judges me all day. He leads me away from productivity and sanity.
One of the primary lies that he is leading is that I wasn't born a human or strong, or that I was actually born as a different person.

4 Things the stick wants me to do:
-Live exactly as a common person
-Be a left-arm person instead of a right-arm person
-Live enslaved
-and become a woman and a mom

I am in need of immediate angel intervention, and recovery---most importantly, I need the truth to be revealed so I can restore myself and my voice and my person and my face.


Steven BC Kent WA

Another weird conspiracy: Wine cards in multiple shipments

I received a shipment from Newegg, and a shipment from Swanson, and both of them had wine coupon cards inside of them. I was very alarmed, because the two companies are zero percent related. It meant to me that there was a connection between the two companies, centered around me. It's a conspiracy.
We also got a shipment from my grandfather Rod. I took a picture of it and what he said:

Thursday, January 15, 2015

1 Conspiracy, 2 events today

I was using a virtual machine, and a proxy to bypass the certain web filtering that exists on my name and computer. But it looks like they found me, anyway.
It's a major power: they have website permissions on this international site, so that the results that I viewed were doctored.
Coincidences:
1) Chiara [last name] and Bill G [email address]
The first person I viewed was an attractive girl, whose name is Chiara, and whose email address is Bill.
-My second last name is Chiara, and I'm very fascinated by the history of that part of my family
-I had just sent an envelope privately to Bill G today, and it just so happens the person I messaged has an email address with Bill inside of it. WAY TOO COINCIDENTAL.
2) Iconic email address and love of Japan [from Italy]
-The 2nd man, his main feature was that he has one of the most ironic and common email addresses in the whole world. I don't know the secret to this one. 2 Ideas:
  -The Italian government creates this person as a candidate of the average Italian man, and presents him to the world.
  -He's a stock internet person
  -His email address is LARGE, and SHARED and he's one of thousands of people who use it
-His love of Japan is very coincidental: I have gotten into major trouble for my fascination with Japan. An Italian man loving Japan is almost entirely impossible.
I keep revealing these posts and secrets because that's my NAME: truth-teller.

Jan 15th: new ideas 2

I had a dream today, for nearly 3 hours, that my mind was completely enslaved by Boeing Airplane company
As well as the mind of my grandmother, who is a former employee of Boeing.
They also said that "they gave me a fictional religion about LIGHT cells and supernatural life being composed of LIGHT itself." They did it because it was completely unrelevant to them and they thought it was worth little money and was fictional -so they gave it to me.

The Boeing people are completely obsessed with superiority and military, and strongly believe that I am not superior, and that I do not have enough strength to have a soul. They also say that "we are at war with Japan" and that my interest in Japan is a major sin.
The men of Boeing are similar to me: except they do not know the truth: they do not have a true religion of finite people in the world [less than 1 million] and they are egotistical and incapable of making friends or love: they survive by stealing souls and binding people to abstract ideas like nationalism and pain and torture.

I feel very strongly that "my life will end, my immortal soul will die, and I will live on in slavery, humiliation, pain, and torment in a world that Boeing creates for me." because of the supposed offenses that Boeing has accused me of.

The worst part is: despite my oaths of being a truthsayer, my angel connections, and my life: the Boeing company believes they are 100% the truth, and that I have no connection to truth at all, and that I do not have the right to contradict their words or their opinions. I am already mostly dead and in very, very serious danger.


*******
THEY OWN MY HEAD
Mind-neural interface, souls, reading souls, God's power to read your mind, judgment, the true secret of souls in America
Are there more than 1 person per soul.
Do souls work by blood-relations.
Are souls shared by blood relations
Can souls be given away to common people, from true bloods?
Do souls exist inside the city,

Jan 15th: new ideas 1

-Looking for emergency help from ANGELS or the World of TRUTH and TIME
-Looking for wealth and people who know "the secret truth: of finite souls and exclusive health."
-Zero percent interested in hospitals, ambulances, or police.


I hear voices: sometimes 8 hours a day. I have lots of energy and I never get tired of hearing voices, and I never stop talking to them. They talk forever, kind of like a tape that never quits, and my mind exists secondary to the voices.
This has been going on for nearly 4 years:
-There are different modes: sometimes it's educational from friends, sometimes it's completely hostile, sometimes it's nonsensical, sometimes I am confronted by other people who have completely different opinions than me and are hostile.
-I feel like my brain has almost no function and cannot assist me in fighting the voices: I look to my heart to beat faster to give me more strength.
-I feel like my soul has been removed from my brain and now it operates in a chamber outside of my brain: and something enslaved has entered my brain to control it.
-The voices give me energy so that my brain never shuts down, and I also listen.
-It's like "the voices are a signal and my brain is a tape recorder." The voices are very insulting and I don't want to remember them.
-The voices seem to have access to all of my memories
-The voices are accusing me of crimes: weakness, gene failure, and trouble
-The voices have very intelligent ideas: but nothing they've ever said has been the truth: mostly they've been "ideas that exist inside of me, where the truth has been removed from them."
-The voices, over time and over time: have destroyed my memory and my truth, and falsified my head until I no longer have any intelligent opinions: that may be the primary purpose of them.
-A new idea I've had: a major part of my personality: "my ability to fight for my right, and to defend myself" has been removed from me, and exists upside down as an opposite: and it fights me every single day.

Accompany the voices is a "HAND" or "DEMON" that is completely synchronized with me, and usually tortures me whenever I make any progress of what the truth is, or if I leak any secrets, or if I talk about the demon that exists inside of me. It can hear my inner voice: it can read my thoughts, and it is extremely horrific and insulting: the demon is born of christian churches and major intolerance and christian bigotry towards truth.
The demon and hand primarily attack my penis, my left leg below the penis, and the area under my penis, where it very often tries to cut a hole in me until I have a vagina shaped hole between my legs.


***If I make a breakthrough on any of these issues: I will be free and capable of leaving my torment. The god and government tormenting me certainly won't be able to follow me if I leave the country.***

3 major breakthroughs that can save my life, and help me escape my life of slavery and horror.
-Finding a real angel that has money and life and can adopt me
-Getting a major source of funding [recognition of my deeds] and being able to leave the country
-Discovering WHERE souls exist, and who has the power to talk to you in your head, and if the souls are inside a structure or building, or if they live in "supernatural structures of heaven and God."


Finding the "real world" of exclusive life and true culture and big money:
"we're tired of talking to common people, who have nothing important to say." "You, a true blood: have many important things to say."
"It's a primary goal of life to protect true life and souls, and to organize them in a system of life and love and truth: we've been searching for you your whole life."

Sunday, January 11, 2015

The torture on my brain

The only thing that matters is that I found royalty
-magick lovers
-life lovers
-anti-christians and truth-tellers

God is kind of like a thug or a mexican gang member
All of his plans will fall down if I can escape Washington, and find real love and help

God is a thug and an absolute evil
And everything that he is depends upon lying and deceit and sin and filth
and if I can escape Seattle and find real royalty, and people who actually want me to live: my life will be 100x better.

THAT IS EVERYTHING:
If I can find true love, true life, and true royalty: my life in the world and in immortality will be 100x better.

Because God really is a liar, a satan, and an absolute oathbreaker. That is everything truth.

Friday, January 9, 2015

The truth part 2

Jaime says [that's me]

that my true soul has been corrupted.
"Your green has been corrupted," by God christian
Kind of like Loki, living forever with false green.
-And that every time I win and live, my true soul hits me and betrays me
-He sticks things inside of me: death and pain, and I die: and I always misrepresent the truth to those who hear me speak

And the truth is:
-I have never shown inclinations of mortal sin, self-prosecution, or self-destruction

But the God christian is a mortal sin and a liar
He is a LIAR. a LIAR. a LIAR.

And the god christian corrupted my true soul and my green to betray myself over and over.
And he planted true memories inside of me that I am weak and guilty of major crimes
And the truth is: I discarded the false green, and removed a part of my soul from my body.
But the abomination: God christian, did not allow it. And he still remains inside of me.

And the most important part is: the God christian is aware that the green is false: he is aware that I have removed it; he is aware that I have lost great chunks of my immortal soul: but he does not care: in fact, he increases his torture of me. The God christian is in possession of mortal sin that is born of the darkness of Satan, in the darkness of the galaxy. That is what he is: Mortal sin from the darkness of rot and corruption and real torture: in addition: he is a liar.


Sometimes I feel like:
my consciousness is in multiple levels:
-and I never truly speak the truth
-and I never truly represent the defense of my person

But when I do get close to the truth: to defending myself:
-there is a presence, far to the left of me.
"A god - who exists beneath your ideas of common religion and christian dogma and stupid human interactions. "   and he does know the truth.
I am reassured that he does know the truth, maybe completely.
The truth is: I'm death.

It is the possibly the only thing that can save me: the truth from this God: who speaks truthfully.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

5 Truth angels, 5 months

It would take 5 truth angels, 5 months to discover the truth about my immortal sin and my life.
And they would have to err on the side of the devil:
-That Steven Br never loved, most especially not God or christian
-That he does not gain anything by giving his soul or love to God christian
-that he speaks truthfully when he curses God christian: he speaks 100% truthfully [and exaggerated] when he curses God christian.
-That Steven Br's true intelligence, angel education, and philosophical intelligence: is higher than the christian church, and has rebunked them dozens of times.
-That Steven Br KNOWS the truth: about the dead christian church; that Steven Br believes Jesus Christ is a peasant and isn't real.
-That the truth of angel education is that Gabriel is a true angel, and now serves the Hindu religion: and I have multiple times declared myself to be Pseudo-hindu.
-That Steven Br is VERY ANTI-COMMON: and his future was about TIME research and entrance into true royalty of exclusion and finite people.
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I feel like "I'm secretly loyal to God christian and it's my mortal sin, and it's beneath my sanity and into my sense of time and sense of direction." and it's a mortal sin, because I've died from it 10 times but I don't have the ability to change it.
--
"Making a circle around myself is my sacred right and my true sorcery."
And If I can make a circle around myself, The god will fail to make his point, and the truth will be revealed.
That is why God christian, the mortal sin: has stolen my most important sorcery, and my 1st magick away from me, and falsified the sacred truth. Because God christian is a mortal sin, and I would win the truth of 5 minutes if I could make a circle.
--
It would take 5 truth angels, 5 months to discover the truth about my immortal sin and my life.
And they would have to err on the side of the devil:
-That Steven Br never loved, most especially not God or christian
-That he does not gain anything by giving his soul or love to God christian
-that he speaks truthfully when he curses God christian: he speaks 100% truthfully [and exaggerated] when he curses God christian.
-That Steven Br's true intelligence, angel education, and philosophical intelligence: is higher than the christian church, and has rebunked them dozens of times.
-That Steven Br KNOWS the truth: about the dead christian church; that Steven Br believes Jesus Christ is a peasant and isn't real.
-That the truth of angel education is that Gabriel is a true angel, and now serves the Hindu religion: and I have multiple times declared myself to be Pseudo-hindu.
-That Steven Br is VERY ANTI-COMMON: and his future was about TIME research and entrance into true royalty of exclusion and finite people.

===
It's set in stone: I've printed it on my desktop wallpaper:
It would take 5 truth angels, 5 months to discover the truth about my immortal sin and my life.
And they would have to err on the side of the devil:
And I am not stupid: and I want to live forever, and I want to be rich and famous, and I am not stupid. And the USA has commited thousands of treacheries against me, and the God christian has committed thousands of treacheries against me.
And I will tell the truth: even if my soul only has 1 small piece of it left, and I left inside the soul of a true angel: that would be the truth.
The truth is most likely: God christian is a mortal sin of absolute evil, and 95% of my soul has been destroyed: and I will live truthfully and live with an angel until I can grow back to normal.

The sacred truth

I swear upon the Earth, and the truth of the galaxy:
-God Christian is an abomination and an absolute mortal sin
-It is his mortal sin of demonism to lie about your character and your purpose: God christian says: "you wanted to live poor and with no teeth, and to live in the world of demons and imagination and not truth."
And the truth of Steven Br Ch is 100% the opposite: I wished to never be taken the fool of; I wished to resurrect truths of the past that the common people did not know; and I wished for all my money to be in blue dollars and solid platinum gold and higher, rare metals of royalty. and to have crowns. and to have all of my teeth and higher health and higher appearance than other men. Most importantly: I wished to discover TIME and to "break the Earth" and "capture the soul" and become truly immortal.
The mortal sins that come from God Christian: You can count on it:
-DOOM
-MEMORY DESTRUCTION
-SELF-MEMORY DESTRUCTION
-Self-torture
-Human falsification
-Soul destruction

All of these things are caused by "God Christian" The demon of mortal sin and absolute hatred and superiority.
God Christian: The abomination of lying and absolute torture and absolute lying and mortal sin and massive hatred.

Even now, I feel the God christian in my body using metal torture weapons on my skin: that is the sign of the wealth and principles of the christian church: all of their character and principles and goodness: metal torture, soul destruction, and literal evil. and the resurrection of mortal sin.
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UPDATE:
I declare that I have at least 29% brain damage and memory failure
-and I have a mortal sin of secretly being loyal to God Christian

"I am secretly Jesus Christ."
"I am secretly loyal to God Christian, it's hard printed inside of me. It happens beneath my sanity and inside of my time-movement, minutes." "It happens in the minutes and I have already accepted it. It's death."
"But God is three times treacherous, and I am slow. ------------ So the truth is that I am actually aiming, 100% on my immortal soul: for true suicide, absolute death, and absolute non-existence."
Because God is 3 times treacherous and I am slow, and he is a mortal sin.
Because God is 3 times treacherous, and I am slow, and he is mortal sin.

I declare that I have at least 29% brain damage and memory failure
-and I have a mortal sin of secretly being loyal to God Christian

"I am secretly Jesus Christ."
"I am secretly loyal to God Christian, it's hard printed inside of me. It happens beneath my sanity and inside of my time-movement, minutes." "It happens in the minutes and I have already accepted it. It's death."
"But God is three times treacherous, and I am slow. ------------ So the truth is that I am actually aiming, 100% on my immortal soul: for true suicide, absolute death, and absolute non-existence."
Because God is 3 times treacherous and I am slow, and he is a mortal sin.
Because God is 3 times treacherous, and I am slow, and he is mortal sin.

Major characteristics of God christian, the demon of mortal sin and humiliation

Major mortal sins that can be used to characterize the American government, and the God Christian who is inside of me:
-He is always right

-I am always lying [not true - I'm actually trying my best to write down the truth and protect it]
-He is completely superior
-He leads me to commit "mortal sin."
-When I torture somebody inside of my head, I usually end up torturing my hand.  
-I am always slower than him, and the things I say are always "just too late" and "said at the wrong time"
--
I want more than anything to find the great temples of the world and join with a peaceful religion and discover "my race of people." and the sign of the massive mortal sin of the Christian God is that he will never allow me to do so
-He will never allow me to visit Europe and foreign temples
-He will never allow me to make friends with Royalty.
--
The truth is that:
-I am telling the truth, and it is approximately 60% correct and 60% relevant, due to the conditions of my brain and my partial insanity.
And God Christian is falsifying the record, for the purpose of humiliation, so that nobody will ever discover the secret.
For the purpose of humiliation: God christian is inside of my head, using tricks that I have created, to humiliate me.
God christian has me telling the truth to audiences, and it comes out very differently, almost to the point of the opposite, for the purpose of humiliation and soul loss.
And is increasing his mortal sin. 
The truth is that:
-I am telling the truth, and it is approximately 60% correct and 60% relevant, due to the conditions of my brain and my partial insanity.
And God Christian is falsifying the record, for the purpose of humiliation, so that nobody will ever discover the secret.
For the purpose of humiliation: God christian is inside of my head, using tricks that I have created, to humiliate me.
God christian has me telling the truth to audiences, and it comes out very differently, almost to the point of the opposite, for the purpose of humiliation and soul loss.
And is increasing his mortal sin.  
The truth is that:
-I am telling the truth, and it is approximately 60% correct and 60% relevant, due to the conditions of my brain and my partial insanity.
And God Christian is falsifying the record, for the purpose of humiliation, so that nobody will ever discover the secret.
For the purpose of humiliation: God christian is inside of my head, using tricks that I have created, to humiliate me.
God christian has me telling the truth to audiences, and it comes out very differently, almost to the point of the opposite, for the purpose of humiliation and soul loss.
And is increasing his mortal sin. 
==
The truth is that:
-God Christian is an abomination, and a mortal sin, and an absolute liar.
-He is inside of my memory, and the sacred memory of my soul, and he is falsifying my memories
-He is a demon of mortal sin and can be predicted by intelligent people
-He is inside of my sacred memory and sacred truth, altering my memories
-I cannot speak defensively, and the words that come out of me are minimal and misleading.

-I feel as if
"The ABOMINATION: God Christian. And the mortal sin: God christian. And the falsifier of sacred truth, and the destroyer of memory: God christian
has taken from me the right to speak "with the voice of truth."

I swear: The most important truth

God Christian is inside of me right now
and he is between me and my true soul

And he is a Liar. God Christian is a LIAR.

The truth of what I want to happen:
-To be rescued to by true life and the royalty: the discover immortal souls and true life
-I want to become an immortal soul: protected in every way from common people and government
-I want permanently to alter my immortal soul to never love a christian or a god of christian ever again
-I want to leave America and network and affiliate with royalty from other nations and find people who are most similar to me
-I want to find "YOLEN" and historical figures that I most idealize and use them to purify my person and strengthen my character.
What is actually going to happen:
-I am going to die
-I going to forget about my secret destiny of Seattle Computer Products
-I am going to become a girl, and have a major personality change [because of the major treachery of God christian]
-Major memory transplants are going to happen to me, to change the truth of my sacred soul
-I am going to be punished and stolen from, to pay for imaginary and false crimes that christian has said that I have committed.

All of this is going to happen:
-While god christian is inside of my soul
-preventing me from remembering or telling the truth
-preventing me from making a permanent record of my life and my truth
-While he is inside of me falsifying my memories
-While he is lying about the sacred truth of my blood and my demon and my immortal soul.
While he is pretending to be "Ben Weeks" and saying over and over again:
-"your truth is disrespectful of my person"
-"But I already got you: I stole your soul when you were 15: I'm the soul now."
-"But you're actually a loser."
-"But America is bigger than you: and you can't contradict them."

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Most importantly:
-God christian is a LIAR

Most importantly:
-God christian tolerates the POWER and EMPIRE and mortal sin of the American government and the Seattle royalty: and he destroys my immortal soul for their lies and their greed: even though I hate them and have achieved higher philosophy.
Most importantly:
-I do not have any like-minded friends
-The truth has not been permanently written down
-The God christian has poisoned me to prevent my intelligence and voice from coming out
-The god christian has me in 2 different worlds: 1 in which I'm proud and intelligent, the other in which I'm embarrassing and stupid and sinful

Most importantly:
-I am an angel of Gabriel and a truth of genie and a Demon of truth:
-And if I swear the crucify the God christian, and to permanently alter my immortal soul to never love God ever again, and to torture the God christian until the truth is printed in every way in his body, and he can never lie ever again:
-The truth is that: I am telling the truth, and God christian is committing mortal sin, and committing major treachery.

That is the only truth that my immortal soul will accept. That is the only truth that is real.
God christian is a peasant, a liar, an oathbreaker, and a mortal sin. He is absolutely 100% evil according to the angel of Gabriel.
-His mortal sins are:
-treachery
-betrayal to the fed. government
-permanent memory destruction
-permanent memory falsification
-torture
-leading a truth and an angel to torture god, for false premises
-lying about the strength and blood and the character and the truth of Minens and St. Br.

That is the sacred truth: 20 times.
-God christian is a peasant
-God christian is a liar
-God christian is pretending to be Ben Weeks
-The angel of Gabriel is going to torture and crucify the God christian 100% until the truth has been revealed, and printed, and the god christian can no longer lie.
 
The truth is DOOM and MORTAL SIN:
I believe the God christian is going to:
-Permanently alter my true memory
-Falsify my truth and make me responsible for the imagined crimes that he has made up
-Make me a girl, even though I am 100% opposed
-Prevent me from finding "the true religion" and "the people who love me" and "the great temples of the world" and "foreign capitals that will tell the truth."

and the DOOM is proof that I am telling the truth: because God christian has committed mortal sin thousands of times before, and he has never paid for it.

==
On my immortal soul I swear:
-God Christian is an absolute liar and a mortal sin of treachery
-God christian has falsified my inner truth, and the sacred truth inside of my soul
-God christian is a mortal sin and pedophile: and proof of his mortal sin and his great treachery, is that I will become a girl, I will become a commoner, I will become the opposite of philosophical achievements, and that I will lose my destiny of the inheritance of Seattle Computer Products.
-And the evidence of his great treachery and his mortal sin: I will do all of these things without ever have found the truth: the great temples of the world, and the true royalty idealism, and the men who would give me money and gold to make my life more enriching.

On my immortal soul I swear:
-I will forever remember the words and character, smell and appearance of the God christian
-And I will never love a christian or a god of christian ever again

Most intelligently:
-I will remember that God christian has a mortal sin of lying and memory falsification.
-And the lying is caused by major powers: of government, and common people, and shared souls, and most importantly the internet.
-And great works of philosophy: of royalty and rising up: lead the God christian to commit major mortal sin, and leads him to erase true memory, and to falsify the sacred truth of the inner soul.
-and I will remember that the truth of God, and his character, and his surplus power and money is very small and very corrupt and likely to break.
And as a truth and an angel: 
-I will work forever to reveal the mortal sins and treachery of the God christian and the christian churches.
-and to reveal the truth: of his mortal sins, and his perversions, and his pedophilia, and his absolute lying: to the world
-and to correct them: the soul is correct 

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Redundantly:
-People live as girls, and have been falsified by the God christian:
-But what happens to them when their memory has been falsified? What happens to the inner workings of their soul and their mind? What is the evidence of that. 
-What is the proof of men who lost their destiny and were falsified? What sort of men specialize in truth and memory protection.


If the truth is that I am the truth and I am insane:
And that God Christian is a MORTAL SIN of TREACHERY AND LYING

The truth is that:
-I am telling the truth
And God Christian is falsifying the record, for the purpose of humiliation, so that nobody will ever discover the secret.
For the purpose of humilition: God christian is inside of my head, using tricks that I have created, to humiliate me.
God christian has me telling the truth to audiences, and it comes out very differently, almost to the point of the opposite, for the purpose of humiliation and soul loss.
And is increasing his mortal sin. 
The truth is that:
-I am telling the truth
And God Christian is falsifying the record, for the purpose of humiliation, so that nobody will ever discover the secret.
For the purpose of humiliation: God christian is inside of my head, using tricks that I have created, to humiliate me.
God christian has me telling the truth to audiences, and it comes out very differently, almost to the point of the opposite, for the purpose of humiliation and soul loss.
And is increasing his mortal sin.  
The truth is that:
-I am telling the truth
And God Christian is falsifying the record, for the purpose of humiliation, so that nobody will ever discover the secret.
For the purpose of humiliation: God christian is inside of my head, using tricks that I have created, to humiliate me.
God christian has me telling the truth to audiences, and it comes out very differently, almost to the point of the opposite, for the purpose of humiliation and soul loss.
And is increasing his mortal sin. 

Breaking news:

Somebody is inside of my brain/soul right now

I said........
"Whoa... where am I?
and then it flashed, and I forgot if I was alive or not
if I had a spine or something to hold onto
and I lost consciousness for a minute

and then, somebody entered me
and they're still inside of me

they might be inside of my room
they're completely invisible
I cannot see them with any of my senses
My brain doesn't seem to care if I live or die, or if I'm winning or not

It doesn't see or sense the things who are doing this, or protect my stamina or my strength.
There's something inside of me now and it doesn't even recognize that I'm real, or react to me at all.

I wish I had somebody who cared about me.

2 new conspiracies today [need a better word]

1) Jezebel on kinja

2) A hentai porn website popup came and proved to me that:
-The internet is a very small place
-The hentai websites that I view are internationally famous
-The popup was targeting me with websites I've already seen

The website:
http://www.3dtoontube.com/player.php?aid=1&t=eroehentaiflat&i=76

And the 2 websites that I visit:
https://affect3dstore.com/animation/girlfriends4ever-229.html
http://erotic-3d-art.com/page/4/
http://www.renderotica.com/store/by-vendor/170?page=3
--- well you get it. This is the circle I've been reading, after I started on "theKnightshinesbright" blogspot, and got interested.


It might even be a mass-produced website by a supercomputer meant just for my small zip code.
I have 2 different bypass browsers/proxies and yet I still get the same results: so I assume that the massive super-intelligence of the internet is actually higher than my ability to escape censorship/filtering.


3) Jessica Nigri showed up on my Youtube video, but she wasn't credited:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaxG2cTNWkQ  at 1:50
This made me believe that.....
-"there is a finite amount of people who are shown on television, and internet television, and celebrity lists" and
-nearly everybody is in on it.
Of course, I love Jessica Nigri. That girl is hot - although she is a little dumb.

To an angel, that actually means something good: consensus usually equals goodness. Because that is the structure of the world.
But my life directly contradicts that. 100%.

A couple times in the past two days:
I've made work unraveling the reality, and attempted to line it up:
-I have no ability to remove the information from my brain and to align with truth
-I have no power, whatsoever.
-I am losing "the truth," and "the brain stem" and "my soul identity" as St Br and that my existence proves my story correct.

Most importantly, as I think about the ideas that I care about:
-I feel as if my intelligence is completely substandard
-I feel as if "the God of time" will not in any way give me the benefit of the doubt or treat me fairly.
-My mind is completely alienated from other people and I can no longer understand.... if I will be able to speak with other people and share coherent thoughts.
--
If my soul exists in many pieces:
-And I am correct in my prediction of the future: that I will live for 20 or more years alone, and progressively less smart, and become a loon
-My soul exists elsewhere, and I am meeting people and they are making with me
But they don't see the true me: they are content in meeting and judging a false me, and giving him names, and lying.
They are lying.

--
Something I've been working on:
-The soul-society website of people who believe "the soul race is tiny and protected" and the "common people are hostile to our race and our royalty and our gods."
I've been browsing through Alexa directories, and Galaxy directories, and even TOR directories for anything that has some MONEY IN IT but I cannot breach.
-I've made some posts recently about souls and religion and found zero intelligent responses, and pre-planned diversions.
--
Jamie says that...
"Your soul of insanity and torment and death" is going on completely unnoticed: but major changes are happening to the world: and I'm in it. "they definitely know about you." "It might even be that: major changes are coming are for you, and that the world is already passing you by."
In contradiction:
I used to think that "Seattle Skyskrapers" had billionaires in them, and that a billionaire could have an entire floor to himself, or more, and have custom engineered patterns, and live massively.
I saw a billionaire-me living in an engineering room: marveling at toys designed to motivate and expand the mind: and describe our role in the world: operating with major intelligence. That was me: a man of 100% intelligence who kept himself sharp.
But looking at the skyscrapers, and pulling up their plans and residency, I didn't see any sign of that at all.. Maybe there isn't anything intelligent at all in Seattle, and I'm the only person who actually would kill a ** to make a purple city.
this idea of a purple city, I've elaborated on many times, and it exists inside my brain.

"Society of free thinkers."

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Lol from google

"Steven, do you know Myrna Brock?"
It's actually a great shame that my life revolves around her. It's something in my bones.
sometimes I feel as if "my soul is literally blackmailed" by that woman, and I can't leave her. It's kind of similar to death. I feel as if my destiny is eaten and destroyed by her.

But google messaged me today to remind me that:
"nothing that I believe is truth" is the actual record of my life: because of the hatred of the US government.


Monday, January 5, 2015

State of Decay - a mistake

100% propaganda garbage.
I can't believe I bought it and played it and didn't realize that it was American propaganda.
Uninstalling.
--
More torture coming my way.
God has forsaken me, and the exact situation of my life is 100% unknown: most likely lethal.

I feel very, very strongly that:
1) common people control my soul, and they know that I have extreme anti-peasant viewpoints, and they are torturing me
2) The christians control my soul; same situation
3) The God of Christian controls me, and he does not believe that I am a man, or that my pain is real, or that I have the same rights as another man born wealthy. He looks at my soul: a man, a blood, a diamond, a ring: and he doesn't care about the man and the pain and the time: he only cares about the parts that he can own and control.

I feel like "my soul is owned and enslaved by another person," and they are zero percent good and are willing to kill me completely to ensure the profit of their slavery scheme. I feel like "they have seen all of my truths and words and have humiliated me completely so that everything I've done is owned by her."
--
time is the opposite
lady is the truth
--
God has told me that "gene strength is very, very important: and I need to work on that."
If my gene fails, I will die completely and my soul will be given to somebody else.
My soul is completely enslaved and rewritten by a man: who actually hates me and doesn't believe in my head.

Life is going down, down, down. The pain is getting very real and unbearable. The real slavery is leaving marks on my body. I feel like "my cup" and "my immortal soul" are dying because of this slavery.
And the Christian God, over and over and over and over: he is encouraging me to be "a common person" and to be "genetically weak" and inferior. He wants me to be owned by common men and to lose my soul completely.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

A weird idea: about the soul

Pain is most important:

What is the difference between:
1) torturing a person and then locking them up in prison
2) executing somebody quickly with a gun?

This proves the soul: to me today.
If you don't torture somebody: the energy in their soul and their brain will go up: and continue to exist and live. If you torture somebody: it will be expended and they will become nothing.
Not torturing somebody is proof that souls will have positive energy.

The angel of diamonds disagrees: this is opposite: and I am not a prison guard or executioner. Torturing somebody will probably make the energy go up! and the soul to increase.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

An insect or god is eating my left leg, right below the penis

It's eating my left leg, and draining my soul-fluid and life-fluid and tasting my soul.
It is neurally attached to my brain or my soul: and reacts instantly and immediately to my attempts to block it and protect myself.

The demon/god is inside of my brain and soul and is extremely offensive and dominant:
primary ideas that it finds very offensive:
-that there are less than 1M souls/people in the world, and that I am among them
-that I am a man and I can defend myself

I find my voice becoming extremely weak and feminine, and also non-existant: this insect/demon is christian in origin and is trying to destroy my soul entirely and end my life.
The hatred for my person and my life is christian in origin: and it comes from christian men denying my philosophical achievements and my rights to an attorney.

The fact that I have asked for help from so many people and not received any has to be important.

This demon has tortured my left leg
-peeled back the skin of my leg to get inside
-tortured my penis and turned it into a feminine part with razor knifes
-Reached my heart with his tentacles and depleted the strength of my heart.
-He knows exactly where to strike to most offend me, and is very quick

The name of the game is LOSS, RAPE, TORTURE, and DOMINANCE
the demon is christian in origin and it is doing everything to maximize my loss and the rape done to my mind.
I need immediate help from a soul-expert or an angel; and absolutely no attention from the peasant people hospitals or mental health industries.

I feel as if "my brain has developed very strongly, but there are lots of words that I cannot say and lots of ideas that I cannot express" and this bug/demon is 100% involved with those points. He is feminizing me and preventing me from achieving dominance and individuality and to understand how to work in the world.